I was reading my messages from my beautiful cousin. We were doing back and forth and I said there are no men out there for me. At my age, they are either cheating, don't like women, in prison or dead. Then she responds that I didn't need a man. This I knew. I don't need one, but it would be nice to have a nice faithful husband. So, I pray. And pray. Going on 10 years, still praying.