She Never Loved Anyone

It’s very important that children have a sense of security and self-worth. Without it,  I think it handicaps them in future relationships with others.  I am great at work, I can motivate and sympathize with others, but as far as a one on one personal relationship, I fail.  It’s very stressful to even think about.  I have no idea what to do or how to behave, therefore I am alone.   When a mother tells her children that she wishes they were never born, or that she never wanted children, some of us remember.  I remember.  I never told my children such things, because its hurtful, but, no matter how hard I try, I cannot develop a bond with anyone.   I had thought of dating sites, but really, I don’t want to meet a stranger in a strange way. 

 

My mother wrote me a prediction when my children were little.  She said I would do great in my career, but fail in my personal life.  She predicted that no one would love me.  She was a very wise and intelligent woman.