They say everything happens for a good reason. I can't tell. I am stressed, I was told I have a medical condition I wasn't prepared for and a friend I love ended our friendship of the phone. All in less than 3 weeks. Where is the good in that? And I am angry and sad and in pain and so alone at the same time.  A whole lot of pain. And I can't sleep. Prayer. Yep. A lot of prayer.