Watch what you say so as not to hurt another. The very first face I remember seeing in my life was my father's. The first promise broken, his. So, every time a man tells me something, I want to believe it. I don't know why, some force in me wants to believe it. I can't help it. I believed the wrong liar for 9 years. I also believed another man who told me that there is no one out there for me (he might be right). So, this new year is going to be a year of change. This year is about me. I am going to try to better myself, my home, do better at work. 

I am going to try to learn more. Be a better survivalist. Learn more about the sun. Try not to waste so much electricity. Focus more on my health. Not let people, including family and so called friends, stomped on my neck. I don't want people taking advantage this year. Even if it means I spend a lot of time alone. 

This year is the year of protection!!